My Faith in God

My P.E 3 class was dissolved and I don't know which class to go. So, I auditioned for the theatre for me to get an exemption and just have my grade from the theatre director. But, unfortunately, I wasn't able to get in. And I start panicking! I don't know what to do. Enrollment has past gone and I can't drop my subject without paying it. I don't want to drop any subject because I'll be transferring next semester. I don't want to ruin my record.
When I went home that night, my tears start falling right after I locked my door. I started crying. I'm losing hope. I'm so confused. I felt so stupid and that.That day has been so tiring: my phone was nearly snatched when I was riding a jeepney, I don't have money for the rest of the week and my mom won't send me money, I wasn't able to get in to the theatre, I don't know which class to go for my P.E. 3 and my phone's battery is empty. I cried for almost an hour. Rolling over my bed, walking here and there. I don't know what I was doing. I felt like cursed. Maybe this is what I got for wishing too much. Or maybe this is God's way of testing me. I prayed while crying. I asked for his guidance.I don't want to get ruined. I don't want to be lost.
After praying I tried to calm myself and grab my fully charged phone and turned it on. There were so many messages came from the people I care about and who also cares about me. Then I received my mom's message saying that she sent me money and she wants me to go home this weekend. I was like, "Wow! Thank God! Such a relief!" I felt lighter. Then I started solving my problems one by one. That night I was able to solve my problems. I already have a class for my P.E. 3 and I already have my allowance.
God is really here. We may not see Him face to face but I know he's always beside us, guiding us in every step we make and helping us in every struggle we go through. I might not be going to church that much but I have faith in God. He'll always be there as long as you believe in Him. So, keep believing!

xoxo,
jode